this is the post that yesterday i had wrote de...
but due to the connection problem and i save it into the document 1st

sigh...blogging tonight to expresses my feeling now...
today actually i'm going out with my dear.
unfortunately when i'm cuming out from my schl, i saw my aunt message.
'jiunnhwan,call me back later, yr dad is admitted to hospital.'
'the room no. is 432.'
when i saw the message, i never think it is an april fool...
i called my mum, and she told me, yr dad finger being cut down when doing testing in the factory.
gosh!my heart was pumping in the high rate...
rushing to the hospital and find him immediately...
when i saw my dad sitting on the chair
and his clothes was painted with the spreading fresh blood.
and i looked onto his hand...sigh...i couldn't know how to describe my feeling in words.
luckily it's just cut bout 1to1.5cm...
when i saw, he haven going for the operation.
the doctor was having an operation for the another patient.
so wait til bout 3pm..,
the nurse came in, and called my dad chg his clothes, and prepare for the operation.
b4 he is going in to the operation room, his mind is still thinking bout his works...
jiunn hwan pls get my quotation for me at jalan c.y.choy.
and i do, getting it for him.

i admire my dad actually...he is a nice man.
although sometime i'm scolding behind him.
the only bad of him is he is hot-temper, he want everythg done in the fast tempo, no delaying or procrastination.
i'm worrying now actually.
today is the 1st day he start his own business and the 1st day only he met this accident.
how fool is this???
anyway...when i m back frm hospital...i saw my dad eyes...is tearing...
i cant do anythg...i can only say...daddy...dun worry...everythg wil b fine...good night.

tk care daddy

p/s 1/4/09:dear sory for today date ya.cancel it in the last minutes.i miss u

p/s 2/4/09:dear, dun worry d. i m fine ya.