Lu

i gona be mad very soon...

my dreams 7:49 AM

终于考完试了，本来应该会很轻松吧！
但今天的我并没有好过。。。

你到底怎么了？
我不知道。
你到底有没有在乎我？
我不知道。

我只想告诉你，别太劳累了。

my dreams 8:25 AM

privacy...
i m so weird today...
after receiving his email...
i thnk he had missunderstanding bout our relatioship...
wat can i do?
should i reply his email?
i gona tell him clearly in the better tone.
he is a caring father, i knew.
he is a protective person, i knew.
he done so many thg just because he is loving his daughter.
i never ever angry with him.
as well as from the point of view of a dad, he may do so.
but it's all bout ppl privacy ar...
i m wondering how do he get my email address.
sigh..anyway...calm down.
tomorow the last exam.
finish it 1st.
den rest for few day.
and then i wil 'quarrantine' myself til stpm.

i miss her...
bt i dun meant to let her feel so down.
btw tk care.
i think blogging is the only safer way compare to emailing!
s well s the blog is only for invited reader.
-privacy-

my dreams 12:31 AM

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there's nothing between you
And your dreams
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
Yeah...

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
With every breathe it's harder to believe
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries.

There are now boundaries.

There are now boundaries.

my dreams 11:20 PM

exam week.
i'm really so busy with all my studies.
as i was not prepared for all of this yet!
gosh. stpm is around the corner.
if i continue to be what ppl say 'tidak apa'
i think my CGPA point will be very 'nice'.

PG1

last week when i bring my car to the mechanic to fix my side mirror.
i saw this mercedes PG1, i guess penangites should know whose car is this rite? haha
hmm...i think the side mirror which i order is cuming, just i have no time to turn up and fix it.
anyway wil fix it by next week or this saturday. Or else dear will nagging d. i knew driving without side mirror was so dangerous. i wil drive carefully okay? no worries.
that's all for today ba. good night.

my dreams 9:02 AM

hey dear...i had reach home ler..

i think the chocolate wil totally melt when u reach home...hahax...
dear...just only i realise today is 20 of may.

it mean 520.

my dreams 1:14 AM

yesterday, my coffee was added with the flies.
so i said， from 13 of may. i wont touch any food stuff in my school.
today breakfast，in the school canteen, the big shot prawn pizza and a can of ice 'boss coffee'.

this morning，as usual, my 'duties' to sent my brother to clhs.
on the way passing the SMJK Teknik, a car from the opposite, drive over to my lane and bent my right hand-side side mirror.
i tot my side mirror was hard enough for the Civic to knock.
but i m wrong!
my side mirror was broke into pieces!

i think after this 2days bad luck
i should pray b4 outgoing.

amitabha
阿弥陀佛
善哉善哉

photo will b attached tomorow

my dreams 7:40 AM

the flies

i was so fed up today!

just because of 2dead flies was found on my kopi 'o' ice which i bought in the canteen!

when i found the dead, i stil have to hold my anger and go back to the canteen uncle and get a new cup and removed the ice cube, to make sure it's really the dead flies bt not wat ppl meant 'kopi sai'.

after that, i tk the whole cup of the coffee to my penolong kem!

what he do? will complaint them later.

!@#$%^&*(_+(!@#

anyway, in my opinion, i felt the food stuff sold by the canteen is so dirty! dun say about the taste 1st. i hope school can change the vendor when they are gona renew the contract again in future although mayb i was not studying here anymore by that moment.

no more canteen drink and food stuff from the day of 13 of may...513...

my dreams 7:05 AM

hey, 748 5464 listen here oh...
530 is not only today and tomorow but everyday ya...

my dreams 7:55 AM

tomorow is the 1st day for the lower6 to get back into the school again.
well, i m holiday tomorow.
planned to start revision for the cuming exam.
anyway, all the best to biang and jessica who going for form6.

what a hectic day for me today.
2hours tuition in the morning.
wake up and bought a fillet o fish for my breakfast and get to the tuition.
going for a mother day lunch.
in the evening, again there is another 3hours f.o.c tutorial for chemistry.
after tuition, accompany mother to giant to buy grocery.
cum back home. revise the organic chem which taught a few hours ago.
no time for me to rest at all...
i think i have the time. just i do not dare to slow down my tempo.
pressure is against me.

i hope i can turn on my study mode just like today until the day i finished my stpm.

end

my dreams 8:27 AM

i always like to attached a picture when i was blogging.
there is no different today.

shu ling. all the best to yr dad ya. who going back to u.s by next friday.
oya,i knew u was bz with yr assignment lately and soon there is more stuff for u to do.
but pls dun forgot to have yr meal ya.
i miss you.

happy wesak day and happy mother day

my dreams 8:31 AM

MUET speaking test today.
the second times and the last time for me to sit for the test i think.as well as i have not much time anymore.

well, today, stil, i'm the last group for session 1.
at first, i'm wondering which topic will come out this time.
is that the restless mat rempit?
or some environmental factor?
so...i selected a few topic related about those i mentioned justnow to read.

unfortunately, when i saw the question.it's out of what i chose.
[why malaysian need foreign worker?]
my task A come with the reason of cheaper cost.
have to explain why they are employ with a cheaper salary.
low qualification?
rate of currency?
to make profit?
other than this. stil got other possible reason? no idea d..=.=
task B is the discussion among the 4candidates.
i think i did my best on task B. ^^Y
task B i feel the atmosphere was more relaxing compare to task A.
mayb we r really discussing bt not just speak out our point turn by turn.
as the teacher stress on the words of 'discussion' on the 15minutes briefing.

stop here ba today.
gona sleep at 11pm.

p/s: shuling, done yr assignment 1st ya.

my dreams 7:00 AM

sigh brain dysfunctional day.
u know why?
i can even forgot to bring my beg along and straight away start my engine and drive away.
lucky my mum could call me on the right timing.
or else i think i was in trouble today.
going school without beg and book stuff.
sigh, wat m i thinking this morning?
dreaming?
afternoon, when school dismiss.
i went to car park and took my car.
Gosh, my car cant start!
wat happen???
non of the business with my car battery.
wat happen exactly?
again, i duno.
the battery stil under warranty.
so my mum call the mechanic.
while waiting the mechanic, i was trying to start the car.
i think bout 15minutes later,
my car can start already.
huh? how do i explain this thg happen?
sigh...so 'sui' nia today!

-end-

p/s:shuling, how's yr day? today the 1st day back to schl rite?everythg goes smooth?tk care. 530

my dreams 7:11 AM