me

2010-04-08T11:12:00.000-07:00

还有15个钟头，我们就不懂何时才能见面了。

我真的不懂接下来没有见到你的日子会怎么过。。。

真的不懂。。。你看，已经早上二时了，我还没睡着。。。

是失眠还是根本不想睡？

回家之前，你告诉我，希望我会做一些东西给你，好让你想我的时候，还可以看看你说给我的东西。琳，不管怎样，我只想告诉你，要快乐的过每一天。。。事事要小心，不要扭伤脚了。。。

加油

2010-04-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

1:18am 8/4/2010

过了明天，如果一切顺利。。。我们也不懂几时才能见面了。。。

今晚，很迟才接到你的电话。。。告诉了我一些我没有反对的事情。。。你告诉我，因为想坦白所以都告诉我·，因为不想有骗局所以你选择告诉我。。。我听了，只是笑笑的告诉你，早点睡哦！记得要用温水洗脚，你还无聊的问我该去哪里拿温水呢？=）

洗澡后，你又missed call 我，担心我？我都懂。。。因为我知道你很在意我。。。

三个人看见我们，都问我们是姐弟？兄妹？

我都不在意，因为这是我们俩的事情啊。。。我们真的不像情侣吗？在一起也已两年多了，我不敢说两年长不长。。。我只想说这两年内我们都没吵架。。。相信吗？哈哈

有时她会merajuk,有时她会很生气，有时她很可爱，有时她很坚强，有时她很脆弱有时她会撒娇，有时她会温柔，有时她会很霸道，有时她会很凶，有时她会计较，有时她会发脾气，这就是她。。我喜欢她的自然与坦白。

比如昨天我和她吃剩一粒巧克力，她说不要吃了，也不想带回家，可是今天却会悄悄的问我。。喂，昨天的巧克力呢？哈哈。。这就是她啊。。。

那天，她告诉我，‘你好像没有给过我熊熊哦’ 我尽然告诉她‘因为熊熊很无聊啊’每个男生都送熊熊，很没创意耶！气死她。。。=）其实不是我不要送她熊熊，我只害怕当我们无法见面时，她会抱着熊熊痛哭，我想让她坚强，所以找了这些无聊的理由。。。对不起！

不想在写了，累了，想睡了，不然明天我还得偷偷在你后头打瞌睡了。。

其实很多女孩子都不知道

2010-03-31T09:26:00.000-07:00

其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然很长时间没见面，但你会发现他手机里保存的可全都是你发给他的昧暖短信……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他故意要你唱歌给他听，实际是喜欢你在和他温柔的争执表现出来的可爱脾气……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然他嘴上说不在乎你跟别的男孩交往，可每当有陌生男人和你接触时，他总会偷偷地将眉毛紧锁，那是因为他在乎你……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他并不怕你生气，只是怕你生了气、发过脾气后依然不理他，男孩的感情也同样细腻易碎啊……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，每天他脑子里装的全是你，就连走路都不小心摔了个跟头，当他起来拍拍身上的灰尘，嘴角也会依然挂着微笑，那是因为他在惦记着你……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他，说多了，他会觉得不珍贵的……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他去机场接你不会像你期望中的那样——捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，他只是自然地接过你的行李，然后用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼说：“哎，怎么搞的，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？”

其实很多女孩子都不知道，当你发脾气时，他却只会不做声地等你把火发完，最后慢慢说：“你明天有课，早点睡吧……”

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次做什么重大决定前，他却总想先听听你的建议……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他不喜欢玩具小毛熊，但却一直把你送给他的小熊放在床头……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，然后傻傻地等你，却不知道自己捧的是月季；不过没关系，在他的心里——送的依然是玫瑰……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，即便他嘴巴不甜，但他的吻却可以传递他所有对你的热情……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，当你柔声细语对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，不过心里很甜很甜……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为的是不去想你，因为他知道一想你将一发不可收拾……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会把你的相片放在他钱包里，这样就可以时刻陪伴着你……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，公车上他喜欢和你在一起拥挤，那是因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，如果他在吃饭的时候目光呆滞，那是因为对面没有了你，他嘴里的饭是没有滋味滴……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会省下吃饭的钱，打个电话给远方的你……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会把别的女孩子写给他的情书偷偷藏起，因为他的心里只有你……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，自从认识你以来，他每天的生活都会很积极，因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到的是阳光的自己……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会数着星星找你的星座，因为你勾起了他漫漫的思绪……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他不会轻易把自己脆弱一面展现给你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，但他会尽最大努力来保护你……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你，当然，不是想要你帮他什么，只是希望你不要担心他……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，虽然他很少当面赞美你，可是在他心里你肯定是他最棒的……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他会默默地记住你在不经意时说过的一些话，并在某时某刻不断地在心里重复它们……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他从不会轻易地在你面前做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，他总告诉你不要胡思乱想，实际他已为你谋划出最美丽的未来，让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜……

其实很多女孩子都不知道，也许他不像你那样能够清楚地记得某些纪念日，因为他觉得爱你应该是每时每刻的，而不是靠这几天简单的日子……
　

女孩们，男孩子是不会轻易哭泣的，只有面对你最爱的人时，才会变得如此脆弱；

女孩们，男孩子是不会轻易哭泣的，只有在太爱她的时候，才会放下男人的自尊。

女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请你拉住他的手，也许他真的可以陪你走完一生；

女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请不要放弃他，也许你的一个选择会毁掉一个人！

他真是那个不在乎你过去的男孩；

　　他真是那个每天风雨无阻接你上下班的男孩；

　　他真是每天晚上在床上和你一起数星星的那个男孩；

　　他真是愿意为你付出一切的那个男孩；

　　他真是心疼你做饭，自己偷偷学做饭，让你感到惊喜的那个男孩；

　　他真是不向你隐瞒他以前过去往事的那个男孩；

　　他真是当你受委屈最想见到的那个男孩；

　　他真是不求回报，只想为你默默付出的那个男孩；

　　他真是爱你但不溺爱你，宠你但不惯你的那个男孩；

　　他真是能给你自由，给你足够安全感的那个男孩；

　　他真是当你开心时陪你开心，不开心时哄你开心的那个男孩；

　　他真是当你失去才后悔没去珍惜的那个男孩；

　　他真是拥有他的时候没觉得他好，失去他的时候才想他种种好处的那个男孩；

　　他真是每当他应酬的时候能让你放心的那个男孩；

　　他真是每天拼命赚钱让你过的更好的那个男孩；

　　他真是那个有什么好东西都留给你，愿意为你无偿奉献的那个男孩！

所以，女孩子们，将心比心，请放下你们高傲的姿态，不要冷漠的拒绝男孩，这样做会深深地伤害他，那个叫做幸福的东西也会在这一刻悄然走远……

*722

你真的是我一直。。。永远。。。最在乎的那位。。。

还有八天

2010-03-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

从认识你一直到和你在一起也快三年了，大家都问你们有吵架过吗？答案是没有。

在一起唯一的烦恼就是她的父母亲都不赞成我们在一起，我懂他们在想什么，所以我才会去找他们。那一天晚上，见了她父母亲后，也知道结果会是什么，却又无法让她知道的感觉，有多苦你知道吗？和她在dell做工让我更加害怕，十天过后的日子会是怎样。答应了他们的事情，我得做到。

现在算起，还有八天工作日-不保过星期天。我真的不懂八天过后我应该怎样开口。每晚一旦想起他们说的话，我真的哭起来了。。。我不曾鼓励她放弃学业，也不曾鼓励她去做工。。。为什么就是想把事情赖在我头上？她是个好女孩，真的！一个能让我心动的女孩，一个让我哭过的女孩。

局外人都说值得吗？我说爱情并没有什么值得或不值得的，如果它可以衡量，那不是爱。

如果最后我们还是得分开，我希望你不要怪他们，毕竟他们想给你最好的。。。

我并不害怕有一天我会在街头给人打死，只是不想让她在恨我下去！

我希望她会complete她的三张subject to get the diploma.过后想修读PR就去修读吧！至少你已经拥有着diploma certificate 了。。。

他们答应complete了我们的degree,再谈relationship.

我希望他们所说的是真的。。。

四五年过后，会发生什么事情，没人能肯定。

我只能说，这四五年，没有你的日子，我会好好过。你也要好好过知道吗？

吃粿条汤，要加油菜。

而我呢？就不要鱼圆。哈哈！因为有人会把她的鱼圆桶桶丢进我的碗里。

吃粥就不要葱和姜，所以记得吩咐那小贩哦！我可能就不能再为你把那葱和姜桶桶选出来了哦！

还有，别吃太多的咸菜尾了！那是不营养的菜肴耶！

你常对我说不要太疼你，其实我没有。。。只是我怕你做不来。。。

我没怪过你骗我说你已经pass了你的diploma,因为我知道你有你自己的理由。

我只希望你要加油！不要让他们失望ya?

今天我告诉你我没在吃醋你和jenji chatting，即使在工作因为我想信你。

你也一再的强调我是唯一，所以我说我都没吃醋啊！

其实我在想，情侣为何会为了吃醋而争吵呢？

原因很简单，就是不肯让步，也不肯相信对方。

爱情重来都不完美，因为它拥有着许多进步的空间。所以加油吧！

your luck in the year 2010

2009-12-02T07:17:00.000-08:00

马
总体运势: 属马之人今年是吉星高照，诸事顺利。上半年明显要好于下半年，工作上由于你的积极热情，拼命的努力，老板非常满意，会把一些比较关键重要的事情都让你来作，这是对你的信任，做得好，提职加薪都不在话下。因为你太过于诚实，又死爱面子。为此会有一些骗子利用你的善良的本性，对你下手，会令你为此吃不少亏。吃一堑，长一智吗！多学着点吧。但你那永远奔腾的思想，积极果敢，不肯服输的性格，总能激励你奋斗。事业上今年会取得飞速的发展，虽然在合作中有时会吃点亏，人善被人欺，马善被人骑，一点不假，由于你目光长远，不贪图眼前的小利，因此最终胜利的还是你。收入增多之时，一定要加强资金管理，合理支配资金。姻缘上有情人终成眷属。身体上不是很好，要特别留心，有病及早上医院检查。
财运:今年的财运非常的旺，从年初就能体现出来，整个春季势不可挡，收入猛增。上半年的财运明显好于下半年，还会有些意外之财的到来。因此可以把计划提前进行实施，这样效果会更好。可以投资一此股票、彩票之类的项目，只要不贪，都能获利。下半年的支出会比较大，对于一些没有必要的开销能节省就节省，少做硬撑面子的事情，花了钱人家还拿你当大头，真不值得。工作中由于你积极努力，会吸引一批新客户的加入，为此你会得到上司的额外红包。
工作事业:事业上诸事顺利，进展神速，多少有些出乎你的意料。因此今年你要是能抓住机会，把握好发展方向，定能取得突破性的进展。只要不做违反法律、法规的事情都可以。工作上有贵人出现，你的新想法被领导采纳，因此给了你大展才华的机会，下半年你就会有成果出来，到时大家不得不对你刮目相看，提职加薪是早晚的事。但不可傲气凌人，以免招人妒忌，引起小人来对你暗中进行打击报复，还是保持低调一点好。
爱情婚姻:属马之人今年的爱情运势发展顺利，已婚者夫妻双方感情融洽，恩恩爱爱。可以利用业余时间进行一次外出旅游，对增加感情很有作用。未婚的人士过完年就会有异性出现，是令你一见钟情的那种。双方都很投缘，彼此都敞开心灵的窗户交流，有相见恨晚的感觉。今年是你结束单身生活，确定终身的时候。
身体健康:身体健康不是很好，今年因有白虎星出现，对你十分不利，因为你经常加班加点地工作，对身体不太重视。因此平时你经常感觉到精神疲惫，浑身无力，这是身体亚健康的信号，要多加强体育锻炼，多补充营养，保证充足的睡觉时间。减少一些意义不大的应酬，远离酒色，这样就可以大大预防疾病的发生。同时由于白虎星具有一定的凶性，要注意交能安全，正月、七月和十月最不利于出行，尽量少外出旅游，少做飞机和轮船.

god bless me

2009-09-26T03:39:00.000-07:00

s we say, 有求必应.

thats y today went to pray.

exam was on november, bt i went to pray on sept.

so i'm not that kind 临时抱佛脚rite? lolx

well, thg that done on the eleventh hours will never being bless, i knew.

but i stil have plenty of stuff to key in to my brain from now.

what to do? what i can do is blame myself where i din done my best initially.

sigh

b4 it's too late.

god. bless me ya

阿弥陀佛

阿门

2009-09-25T00:37:00.000-07:00

i came to the village in taiping

the blue sky

天算不如人算？

taiping ice coffee

if u ask me how it taste, i can tell u, i like it so much!

rm2 per glass. bt it's really worth it compare to starbucks.

ice coffee with mint.

the taste was really undesribeable, so smoothy and icy.

人算不如天算？

do u trust me that this temple, one day wil have over 300 ppl came over,

morning section wil have 110ppl,

afternoon section wil have 140ppl,

night section wil have 100ppl.

every section needed to tk no. for yr turn.

can u really imagine?

i cant,

even ppl say penangites pray a lots bt penang never have a temple where no . of ppl visit and pray a day wil hit 300 over.

this is what chinese say '求人不如求神？

goreng pisang specialist?

variety of goreng stuff.

the most nice de wasnt goreng pisang wor. bt is 'qiu zhu'.

should chg the shop name to 'qiu zhu goreng' d rite?

the hardrock hotel

lets rock!

blog til here 1st ba.

bye

you can!

2009-09-04T08:00:00.000-07:00

it seem that i did nothg today either in the schl or in the house.
no class for today due to the installation day for the lower sixth and the visit of therotical physic group of malaysia 1st APEX university-USM to our school for a talk, 50 therotical physic CD are given off by them. thanks for wei loon for grabbing me one. although it wasnt an original copied. =D

well since im doing nothg today.
looking over ling blog.
i found there is a pages that really made me felt touch,warm when i saw the pages
well, although there is not much suprise we had. bt s long s i felt the care and whatever den enough. i guess there do not have any exact duty for a boyfriends or a girlfriends, aint it's true?

recall bout casey wong- the chemistry sir, he said, nothg goes forever. the most important for a man is career.
ya i agree bt without family, no matter how high the pose u hold,how high the pay u got every month, i guess u wil never feel happy.
2month away from stpm, whatever we do this 2month period is an 'artwork' to drawn our future.i dun want to waste my 2years time in pre-u without any results.
good luck man. u can.

2009-09-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

final destination
the movie where i go with shuling.
she look so tired today, i knew she was helping her friends bt i hope she wont 'overload' herself ya.
the movie start on 415pm
accompany her to s&j buy somethg for the little girl den we go for HD.
shuling complain that it was so expensive bt luckily today got another 15% off..bt i guess it almost the same ler..lolx
well i duno when wil it b the next dating for us..bt i hope it wil b asap ba. s well s the time for us to b together is really so much limited.

meteor shower tonight

2009-08-12T05:48:00.000-07:00

this is the 1st time i heard malaysians can observed meteor shower tonight.
i duno weather penangites will b so lucky can observed it or not.
bt i planned to sleep earlier and wk at 4am.
so, for those who visit my blog and saw this post, will u wait for the meteor shower? =D

if and only if i can observed the meteor shower.
i will make a wish!!!

Pc fair and yenji clay craft

2009-08-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

it was stil fresh in my mind, last 3month, my parent bought a laptop and fax in pc fair.
3month later, i bought my sonic gear tatoo duo3 series speaker.
the crowd wil never ever less, stil lot of ppl went there although the disease H1n1 was getting serious today. the latest update, 26 person death from H1n1.

i doesnt realise since went i m so much in love with clay! haha
in the evening, i went to yenji clay craft.
there is a class although when i m reach, is already 630pm which meant that another 30minutes the shop wil close.

cute? the monkey and the banana.

planning to join the clay-making course after my stpm
because
now is not the right time to explore my creativity hahax.

H1N1

2009-08-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh.
is it really?
H1N1 is invaded my school?

i just received a sms:
Attention:
To all those heng ee high school student.
3 students from our school had been attacked by H1N1 virus.
please be alarmed and forward this message to your friends from heng ee high school
if you are caring about u and your friends life.
thanks.

thursday and friday
vice president told all of us
if who are in fever or flu
must go home immediately
and if who is fever or flu don't attend school before recover
she told us through PA system every day

but now
i received that message
hope that the news is just a rumor

what can we do now,
the only thg we can do is..
sleep and prepare a mask and hand sanitizer.
love yrself, love yr friends,pls inform them bring along a mask to school tomorow.

recall

2009-07-21T07:33:00.001-07:00

s u say another 2hours, it is yr birthday.

looking over the mail that we sent to each other last time,
and i found this, which i sent for you last year.
and it make me recall everythg.
again the feeling was so bad.
somtime when i know u was online
and i cant reach u,
not even saw yr name appearing there [online]
u know?
how bad is that feeling?
i duno this feeling wil carry on for how long.
i duno wil we become back like last time.
i duno.
i dun wan every moment that we b together was
diluted as time past.
i want that saturated one!
i want that saturated one!
pls!

happy birthday.
enjoy yr 91% happiness.
i hope it was 100% everday!

721

2009-07-21T02:07:00.001-07:00

i saw yr msg in facebook.

bt i do not reply u.

is the matter of i dun wan that incident happen again.

shall u tell me what is the only and the only one safer way to reply u?

well gona gratz u 1st.

u got yr distinction.

i think that is the best present for u.

and happy birthday.

if i m not mistaken, last years yr birthday,we met in the librabry.

this year birthday, i'm sori that i was not around with u.

sori and again happy birthday.

casio fx-570ms

2009-07-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

From Left: Green Wish, Lady Bird, Aqua Blue,
Black Forest, Silver Platinum, Snoopy Limited Ed.

i used to b creative.
thats y u see my calculator.
is out of the original! haha
enjoy the creation of our calculator ya!
soon wil b having more design.
sty in touch in my blog. buddy

火灾

2009-07-12T07:22:00.002-07:00

路过时看到的，没想到下那么大的雨还会火灾。。。

2009-07-09T04:57:00.000-07:00

高中六快两年了，mr. Goh 还算第一次召集全体高中六学生。
当然，这次的集会不是什么好东西啦。
被他训了一下。包括我在内,倒霉！
因为我的数学！‘马的’
让我在DK2丢脸，无论如何，我真的不想fail掉我的math,我是华人耶！
sigh...真的真的必须牺牲我的online时间了，先把math就回来吧！
一路以来的math都是A's的，怎么中六却fail掉！
是时候反省了，还剩三个月！
我要我的A‘s,能吗？

失败常常不是因为我们不具备这样的实力，而是在心里上早已默认了一个‘不可跨越’的高度限制。

我要跨越那不可跨越的限制！

我知道没有什么十全十美的行动时机，可是我相信开始行动的那一刻就是最佳时机！

2009-07-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

save the earth.
support the 'no plastic day'

a raining days.

2009-07-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

just back from tuition. it's having a heavy downpour.

so tired...planned to do chemistry but my tiredness told me i should go to my bed immediately.

STPM is around the corner.

revision class is cuming too.

12hours math revision class cost rm50.

worth it? if rm50 can buy an A's back.

den pay rm100 i oso dun mind. hehex

anyway i know.

if u fail to planned, den u r planned to fail.

just like,

if u fail to prepare, den u r prepare to fail.

stop here ba..

gona sleep

good night =D

时机

2009-07-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

今天还蛮累的吧！
一早就约好几个朋友去吃板面，那档我最喜欢吃的板面也是我和她一起吃过的最后一次午餐。
下午呢就因为那些朋友而让我必须以100km/h的速度飚车到我学校。我迟到了！
办完backdrop的事情，老师请全体工作人员到explanet吃mee goreng和那可口的 coconut milk shake.

你说得对事情总是在不应该发生的时候发生。
可是我们又能做些什么？
难道我们可以阻止它发生吗？
今年不能没关系，因为我已习惯了。
明年呢？我真的不懂。
如果老天保佑我还会留在槟城，那么一切都在说吧！
如果我得离开这里呢。。。
每一件事情的发生都是因为时机！

那你呢？今年的生日还没过哦！
记得去年我给你的礼物吗？当然吧！
如果时机允许，你想和谁庆祝啊...
无论如何，我早已准备好你的礼物了。。。
如果时机不允许我会想办法把它交给你。。。

我不懂我该说些什么。。。
只希望你会开开心心的过每一天！
开心也得过，不开心也得过，
那为何你要这么笨选择了不开心？

我没有权利一定要你永远喜欢着我。
我没有权利要你爱上我。
我没有权利要你为我做任何事情。
因为我任然选择给你足够的私人空间，让你呼气，让你消化我曾经为你付出的一切。
我仁然相信，如果那份爱情是属于你的，你要怎么踢也踢不开！

2009-07-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

那天，我去过她的部落格，一切都没变过，就像以前一样。
她终于发新贴了，看也看过了，读也读过，只是我不懂她说指的他是谁?

两人分开了一段时间，说的话不像以前那么多了，我能做的东西也越来越少了。
只希望你所说的充实生活会令你开心的过就好了。

你向我提起那天的事情，说实在我真的不知怎么回答你，毕竟她是你的家人。
如果我的记忆可以像电脑一样，只需要摆几步的鼠步就可以忘得一干二净，那么我会很敬佩你的，老天。

如果我可以选择不要再关心你，我会的，只是我真的无法做到！
如果你了解我，我想你不会怀疑我对你的感觉了。

不想多说了。。。照片可以告诉你一切一切关于我的的心情。
你指的朋友我不懂是谁，你指的他我也不懂是否是我，我只想上来这里更新我的部落格！

2009-06-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

just bought my new pendant yesterday.
i got my 20percent discount on this item.
as this is the promotion for the birthday month.

well well...this few day i duno what m i doing oso.
plan to do revision bt the mood seem 'not available' for any study.
no mood at all!

how is she?
had she recover d?
i duno...
she is appearing offline in my list!
mayb she is doing somethg right.

2009-06-08T08:48:00.001-07:00

she

2009-06-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

i hate thursday from now onwards!

i admit i like her so much!
i not even forgot anythg i do with her!
movie! lunch! tea! coffee! the walk! and so on!
everythg was in my mind, freshly!
it's really so cruel to me. i hope now i can directly get a stroke and lie on the bed, bt not suffer like hell!
she gone away like this without leaving me a notes!
the last call i get from her is the phrase "jiunnhwan, my mum wana speak with you."

i never even think b4 the day like today can happen between i and her.
i duno do she really like me b4 or not...bt if she do, why do she willing to treat me like this, now?!
can anyone tell me???
can you tell me personally?

u even willing to delete all our memory!! why r u gona do all this thg to me??
m i not good enough for u?
u made me feel so strange to u...
u tell me b4, u r so lucky to b with me..
i do appreciate what u done for me.
i duno wil u stil visit my blog or not...
i just wana speak out my feeling here...

the last, i hope u would tk care yrself.
and live happier than b4.
i wish u.
happy 4ever.

mad

2009-05-30T07:49:00.001-07:00

i gona be mad very soon...

it all bout today?

2009-05-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

终于考完试了，本来应该会很轻松吧！
但今天的我并没有好过。。。

你到底怎么了？
我不知道。
你到底有没有在乎我？
我不知道。

我只想告诉你，别太劳累了。

freedom

2009-05-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

privacy...
i m so weird today...
after receiving his email...
i thnk he had missunderstanding bout our relatioship...
wat can i do?
should i reply his email?
i gona tell him clearly in the better tone.
he is a caring father, i knew.
he is a protective person, i knew.
he done so many thg just because he is loving his daughter.
i never ever angry with him.
as well as from the point of view of a dad, he may do so.
but it's all bout ppl privacy ar...
i m wondering how do he get my email address.
sigh..anyway...calm down.
tomorow the last exam.
finish it 1st.
den rest for few day.
and then i wil 'quarrantine' myself til stpm.

i miss her...
bt i dun meant to let her feel so down.
btw tk care.
i think blogging is the only safer way compare to emailing!
s well s the blog is only for invited reader.
-privacy-

no boundaries

2009-05-25T23:20:00.000-07:00

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there's nothing between you
And your dreams
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
Yeah...

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
With every breathe it's harder to believe
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries.

There are now boundaries.

There are now boundaries.

exam week

2009-05-22T09:02:00.001-07:00

exam week.
i'm really so busy with all my studies.
as i was not prepared for all of this yet!
gosh. stpm is around the corner.
if i continue to be what ppl say 'tidak apa'
i think my CGPA point will be very 'nice'.

PG1

last week when i bring my car to the mechanic to fix my side mirror.
i saw this mercedes PG1, i guess penangites should know whose car is this rite? haha
hmm...i think the side mirror which i order is cuming, just i have no time to turn up and fix it.
anyway wil fix it by next week or this saturday. Or else dear will nagging d. i knew driving without side mirror was so dangerous. i wil drive carefully okay? no worries.
that's all for today ba. good night.

520

2009-05-20T01:14:00.000-07:00

hey dear...i had reach home ler..

i think the chocolate wil totally melt when u reach home...hahax...
dear...just only i realise today is 20 of may.

it mean 520.

2009-05-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday, my coffee was added with the flies.
so i said， from 13 of may. i wont touch any food stuff in my school.
today breakfast，in the school canteen, the big shot prawn pizza and a can of ice 'boss coffee'.

this morning，as usual, my 'duties' to sent my brother to clhs.
on the way passing the SMJK Teknik, a car from the opposite, drive over to my lane and bent my right hand-side side mirror.
i tot my side mirror was hard enough for the Civic to knock.
but i m wrong!
my side mirror was broke into pieces!

i think after this 2days bad luck
i should pray b4 outgoing.

amitabha
阿弥陀佛
善哉善哉

photo will b attached tomorow

the canteen

2009-05-13T07:05:00.000-07:00

the flies

i was so fed up today!

just because of 2dead flies was found on my kopi 'o' ice which i bought in the canteen!

when i found the dead, i stil have to hold my anger and go back to the canteen uncle and get a new cup and removed the ice cube, to make sure it's really the dead flies bt not wat ppl meant 'kopi sai'.

after that, i tk the whole cup of the coffee to my penolong kem!

what he do? will complaint them later.

!@#$%^&*(_+(!@#

anyway, in my opinion, i felt the food stuff sold by the canteen is so dirty! dun say about the taste 1st. i hope school can change the vendor when they are gona renew the contract again in future although mayb i was not studying here anymore by that moment.

no more canteen drink and food stuff from the day of 13 of may...513...

i miss you

2009-05-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

hey, 748 5464 listen here oh...
530 is not only today and tomorow but everyday ya...

10of may

2009-05-10T08:27:00.000-07:00

tomorow is the 1st day for the lower6 to get back into the school again.
well, i m holiday tomorow.
planned to start revision for the cuming exam.
anyway, all the best to biang and jessica who going for form6.

what a hectic day for me today.
2hours tuition in the morning.
wake up and bought a fillet o fish for my breakfast and get to the tuition.
going for a mother day lunch.
in the evening, again there is another 3hours f.o.c tutorial for chemistry.
after tuition, accompany mother to giant to buy grocery.
cum back home. revise the organic chem which taught a few hours ago.
no time for me to rest at all...
i think i have the time. just i do not dare to slow down my tempo.
pressure is against me.

i hope i can turn on my study mode just like today until the day i finished my stpm.

end

2009-05-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

i always like to attached a picture when i was blogging.
there is no different today.

shu ling. all the best to yr dad ya. who going back to u.s by next friday.
oya,i knew u was bz with yr assignment lately and soon there is more stuff for u to do.
but pls dun forgot to have yr meal ya.
i miss you.

happy wesak day and happy mother day

MUET

2009-05-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

MUET speaking test today.
the second times and the last time for me to sit for the test i think.as well as i have not much time anymore.

well, today, stil, i'm the last group for session 1.
at first, i'm wondering which topic will come out this time.
is that the restless mat rempit?
or some environmental factor?
so...i selected a few topic related about those i mentioned justnow to read.

unfortunately, when i saw the question.it's out of what i chose.
[why malaysian need foreign worker?]
my task A come with the reason of cheaper cost.
have to explain why they are employ with a cheaper salary.
low qualification?
rate of currency?
to make profit?
other than this. stil got other possible reason? no idea d..=.=
task B is the discussion among the 4candidates.
i think i did my best on task B. ^^Y
task B i feel the atmosphere was more relaxing compare to task A.
mayb we r really discussing bt not just speak out our point turn by turn.
as the teacher stress on the words of 'discussion' on the 15minutes briefing.

stop here ba today.
gona sleep at 11pm.

p/s: shuling, done yr assignment 1st ya.

brain dysfunctional day

2009-05-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

sigh brain dysfunctional day.
u know why?
i can even forgot to bring my beg along and straight away start my engine and drive away.
lucky my mum could call me on the right timing.
or else i think i was in trouble today.
going school without beg and book stuff.
sigh, wat m i thinking this morning?
dreaming?
afternoon, when school dismiss.
i went to car park and took my car.
Gosh, my car cant start!
wat happen???
non of the business with my car battery.
wat happen exactly?
again, i duno.
the battery stil under warranty.
so my mum call the mechanic.
while waiting the mechanic, i was trying to start the car.
i think bout 15minutes later,
my car can start already.
huh? how do i explain this thg happen?
sigh...so 'sui' nia today!

-end-

p/s:shuling, how's yr day? today the 1st day back to schl rite?everythg goes smooth?tk care. 530

the food fair

2009-04-28T07:59:00.001-07:00

25of april 2009, 4:40pm-9:40pm
heng ee food fair...
it was a nice activity held in my school...
my club was incharge on selling 100plus and bakua roti.
i can tell u, 100plus was a selling fast item on the food fair.
because we can sell about 3carton in 15minutes time.
so can u imagine the popularity of 100plus in the hot day? lolx
well, by the time of 630pm if i m not mistaken.
we had sell out all our bread...550 bread we ordered for food fair.
so what ca we sell after 7pm?
ba kua and 100plus..
teacher, me, treasurer and HIM[non-member of my club] went to GAMA hypermarket to buy 100plus...as that day was GAMA member day so we could get 1carton 100plus at the price of rm24.20.
well after that, again we rush back to school.
4carton of 100plus again.
i know we should buy more but the modal give by the schl was so limited.
1store are given rm500 only.
if the schl is planning to organised the food fair again
i hope every club should given rm1000 as our model.
and increase the no. of store to 80.
anyways, great job guy, who involved on this food fair.

addicted to shuling

2009-04-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

hey dear...
i miss you so much...

addicted to lim shu ling...

i wan tuna fish.

2009-04-23T08:01:00.000-07:00

today, chem tutor start a new topic-group2.
next week, organic chem is cuming.
actually,organic chem need a lot of memory spaces.
it's also a determinant of an A's for chemistry.
i'm now wondering, do i have enough space for all this organic stuff?
should i upgrade it to 500GB? haha
well, sir recommend tuna fish.
tuna fish can improve and imcrease our memory.
is it truth or not, i don't know.
bt is proven by a professor.
who is the professor?dun ask me oh.
as i just get this information frm my tutor bt not frm what article or anythg ya.
well i need TunaFish.
1of my classmates everyday de breakfast-tuna sandwish.
do he really good in memory?
dun know...wil ask him by monday.

...

2009-04-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

DIY starbucks clay mug

2009-04-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

Venti? Grande? or Mini?
which size do u want? lolx...
made it last few day. and the clay take me 2days for totally dry up.
soon wil made it into a key chain. hahax...
adverise for starbucks? no no no...for personal collection.

where u go?

2009-04-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

hey shuling

where are you?

jiunn hwan searching you....

know yourslef, know yr challenger's ; 100battle's, 100victores.

2009-04-18T04:43:00.000-07:00

wushu shaolin are practice for the sports day on the next friday.

wake up at 6am, fetch my bro to botanical garden as he have a duty there.
after that go to pulau tikus for breakfast with mummy.

Frankly, i dun like scouting.
it was a very boring activity. i learn nothg at there.
accept doing my own business.
mayb for those junior it was fun. bt for me. mayb i m too old for scouting.
sir cum in and motivate us in the last 10minutes b4 the activity end.
he cum in the wrong time.
tk me us about 20minutes for the motivation.
we blame christopher for suggested our sir for giving us a motivation when sir asking for our opinion on what do we plan to do for scouting.
anyway, he is a good motivator, at least i learn somthg from him today.

know yourself, know yr challenge's; 100 battle's, 100 victories.

i PHILE you

2009-04-17T04:06:00.000-07:00

i PHILE you
actually phile is 1 of the language of ancient Rome.
it meant LIKE.

thx MR. Wong...
my chem teacher, who r the one introducing this words to us. haha.

p/s: dear, so now u get the meaning of i PHILE you?

15 of april

2009-04-15T04:50:00.000-07:00

the fast and furious 4
hey dear, thanks for accompany me ya...
oya we din make the popcorn fall oh today..haha...
so when shall we go for the japanese food oh?
next week yr holiday d rite, after the holiday, is yr test d..
so spend the time on this holiday for study ya.

p/s: dear i PHILE you

求佛-pray to The-God

2009-04-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

currently listening this song.
recommended by huan hung.

thanks dear

2009-04-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

the yellowish solar-battery duck

thanks dear for bought me a yellow duck oh.
i put it on my table d lolx.
the duck is...
to accompany me when i was doing my homework's?
to inform me not to b lazy?
^^

HEEPA

2009-04-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

HEEPA (Heng Ee Ex Pupils' Association) is organizing a food and fun fair in SMJK heng ee at 25of april. All the coupon that selling out is to raise the building fund for SMJK heng ee. Every coupon is sell at rm10 for 10units.

organise by: HEEPA
date:25 of april 2009
time:4:40pm-9:40pm
place: smjk heng ee

if anyone interested on buying the coupon. PLEASE tag me at my cbox.
of course on that day, other than fun and food fair's, it will have some exhibitions of car and etc.
i would 'officially duty' on that day too...i guess that day i would be extremely exhausted because morning i would have my MUET test and afternoon until night i would most probably at the food fair's d.

Mini Lomo camera

2009-04-09T08:23:00.001-07:00

nice ma this mini camera?
i found it on 1DIY blog.
the design is simple but attractive.
i like it soo much, bt i'm wondering wat material is needed for this mini camera.

today

2009-04-08T05:55:00.000-07:00

lolx today actually the plan is going for movie with dear.
bt because of i have to fetch my bro and i was late to home.
s his school ends at 2pm.
sigh...i spent about 19minutes to reach home.
took a bath, for another 10minutes...
rush to find dear.
and i know that was really really not hurry for the F&F4 anymore.
well, we still went to qb.
bt not movie.we went for our lunch at canton-i which dear meant it was 1of the branch of dragon-i.
anyway, the food is nice.i do enjoy it.
canton-i official website
http://www.canton-i.com/

well..say til here 1st ba...need to go for some revision d..

p/s: dear next week ya.F&F4, provided u have no class. lolx

FAST & FURIOUS 4

2009-04-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

well...fast and furious 4 is in theaters now.
how much i hope i can watch this movie ASAP.
unfortunately i cant make it on this few day. my free time is flood by plenty of homeworks.
well, dear can we go on this wednesday? provided u have no class on that afternoon. haha...

the memorable april-fool

2009-04-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

this is the post that yesterday i had wrote de...
but due to the connection problem and i save it into the document 1st

sigh...blogging tonight to expresses my feeling now...
today actually i'm going out with my dear.
unfortunately when i'm cuming out from my schl, i saw my aunt message.
'jiunnhwan,call me back later, yr dad is admitted to hospital.'
'the room no. is 432.'
when i saw the message, i never think it is an april fool...
i called my mum, and she told me, yr dad finger being cut down when doing testing in the factory.
gosh!my heart was pumping in the high rate...
rushing to the hospital and find him immediately...
when i saw my dad sitting on the chair
and his clothes was painted with the spreading fresh blood.
and i looked onto his hand...sigh...i couldn't know how to describe my feeling in words.
luckily it's just cut bout 1to1.5cm...
when i saw, he haven going for the operation.
the doctor was having an operation for the another patient.
so wait til bout 3pm..,
the nurse came in, and called my dad chg his clothes, and prepare for the operation.
b4 he is going in to the operation room, his mind is still thinking bout his works...
jiunn hwan pls get my quotation for me at jalan c.y.choy.
and i do, getting it for him.

i admire my dad actually...he is a nice man.
although sometime i'm scolding behind him.
the only bad of him is he is hot-temper, he want everythg done in the fast tempo, no delaying or procrastination.
i'm worrying now actually.
today is the 1st day he start his own business and the 1st day only he met this accident.
how fool is this???
anyway...when i m back frm hospital...i saw my dad eyes...is tearing...
i cant do anythg...i can only say...daddy...dun worry...everythg wil b fine...good night.

tk care daddy

p/s 1/4/09:dear sory for today date ya.cancel it in the last minutes.i miss u

p/s 2/4/09:dear, dun worry d. i m fine ya.

earth hours

2009-03-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

hey friends, do u going to turn off yr light tonight by 8:30pm for 1hours?
The aim for this campaign is most probably to raise awareness about global climate change.
So, are u going to turn off yr tonight?
and replace the light by candle light? aint romantic? and create romance atmosphere?
well, care for our environment should become an intrinsic characteristic by everyone of us.
a little effort goes a long way.

270309

2009-03-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

today, mine schl held a cross country run at youth park.
well...5B is followed by almost every runner.

B punctual
B prepare
B thumb
B ready
B discipline

i finished the run about 45minutes
bt i doesnt receive the rewards point.sigh.
anyway 1point meant nothing to me too.

after we run, we going to 1stop.
i hate 1stop actually.
there is nothg.
bt the popular there having 90percent discount sale.
unbelievable?
u can even get a fort minor album with a 70% discount. haha

well, after that, 4person of us going for a breakfast in newlane.
actually it is more than 4person.
bt coz of 1person.
we have to chg the planned.
the 1person! sori...once everyone heard yr attendance, everyone was recall bout their decision made a couple second ago.

i go gurney after the breakfast.
bt why do i going there?
for a walk?
for a crowd?
for somebody?
i do nt know oh...
i was going with purpose actually bt ends up i do nothg bt just having a cup of gelato.

well, when i was out.
it was already 345.
sending my friends back.
me myself going to new gurney.
going for a afternoon walk?
no...for the sea view.
i like sea.

til 550, i was turn up to british council.
the last day for me in british council and i wil stop for a few month.
bye mr. stuart

i'm sick

2009-03-23T05:10:00.001-07:00

sigh. i wonder y m i suddenly fall sick.
is that the weather too hot? =.=

well, my friends msg me this afternoon, wondering y m i didnt going to schl.
i tell him,i'm sick ler. i aint going for dating ok friends.anyway thx for his concern and keeping all the stuff which teacher distrube today.

sigh, m i feeling better now?
ya i'm. if not, i wont b right here blogging d.

no star

2009-03-15T03:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday night,there is no star for me.
when i'm in the bed, i realise it was already 3am.
yet i could'nt get into my sleep
i duno wat happen to me.
my feelings was very very weird.
mayb i make somethg wrong.
this holiday at 1st is a very nice plan.
bt do the plan will still cum? the answer is i duno.
i do waiting for her to reply me.
i do waiting for her to tell me she is free.
bt wil she reply me?
wil she forgive me?
i still do not know?

i aint a good guy, i admit.
i aint a good partner, i admit.
i aint a good man,i admit.
but i will cherry u.
so sori for the very very 1st argue i make with u.
i swear this i the 1st and the last arguement.
sori.

the star is nice.
bt i couldnt touch the star.
hu m i for u?
izit really i m nobody?
i miss u.

sorry for my fault

2009-03-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

this post is for her...
today, is the most unhappier day for me...
i made her fed up.
wats can i do? is just a sori.
i hope she wil pay a visit on my blog to saw this.
i hope everythg wil bcum like last time.
i miss that moment when we was happy together.

i miss HER722...

u know???

Penang cherry blossom

2009-03-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

the cherry blossom

the little girl

the dog was here too

hey please park yr car 1st

Well...last week, when i was going for my math tuition in pisa.
i wonder why today plenty of car parking at the roadside.
gosh.when i past.only i notice.
everyone was busy to snapping the photo on this cherry blossom.
some couple even come with a winter dress. =.=
well i love this road which planted with the cherry blossom.
the tree had color the street with the pinky flower.
but sadly it was only once a year.

happy valentine ^^

2009-02-14T07:16:00.000-08:00

looking onto the L.O.V.E.
the only L.O.V.E i wishing for.
will made it come's truth 1day's.

214 seem a very special day for those pretty lovely couple.
bt for those single-mate's it was the hardest day to past. i guess.
for me, although today is 214, but i stil need to go for the class replacement.
while couple are having their made up, i'm in the school
while couple are having their romantic dinner, i was in the tuition.
and yet, my tutor stil late to the class.
while couple are going for a walk under the moonlight.
i was sitting under the roof with the fluorescent light.

well...procrastinate the valentine day ba.
if u r under the lovely coupling reaction
i guess everyday is 214
RIGHT?i love u

starbucks ox year keychain

2009-01-31T02:32:00.000-08:00

Starbucks launched the sales of this cutey looking keychain at very reasonable price-rm4.80.. but the catch is that u need to spend over RM 18 on single receipt...

yesterday i just bought it 2 in queensbaymall.
spend about rm25 which include 1venti greentea flappuccino ice blendder and 1piece of cheesecake and i can entitled to buy 2key-chain haha
How lucky m i. I'm thinking.

happy 牛year.

2009-01-25T12:58:00.001-08:00

happy 牛year.
牛年NEW希望.
now already 5:08am.
yet i m stil right infront of my pc to posting this blog.
1st day of the cny. NOW.
actually my parent had already sleeping sweet in their dream.
the house only left 2person who was stil not gone into the dream.that is me and my bro.
tomorow i think i should b waking up after 12pm which that was the time my house flood by all my relative's. lolx
anyway...again...happy chinese new year...^^

the last day of 2008

2008-12-30T09:22:00.000-08:00

31dec08

Finally the last day of year 2008 had arrival.
What i want to do at the day b4 year 2009 is arrive is i want to wish all my beloved friends, buddy,parent, relatives, and etc a very very very good and best beginning of years 2009.

hmmm nothg to 'bla' it out. so stop here.
just to say bye to the years of 2008 and welcome the year of 2009.

start from now

2008-12-11T19:14:00.000-08:00

About 4weeks of holiday had past without perceive. For me, it just seem like a brain sapping week. I have done nothg other than tuition on the 4week.

B4 the holiday, i stil remeber, i myself planned to go thorugh all those subject which i haven well handle. But now, i can just say sometime picturesque images that seem so real, but it is only surreal.When holiday is running on, procastination wil goes through every single plans. Over limit of entertainment and hanging out atmoshpere shouldn't come acorss my mind whose going to sit for the stpm in the year 2009.

Times flies and no one could really realise. I guess, now is the right time for me to wake up from the delusion. Don't procastinate any homework, study and etc anymore. Procastination leads to nothing but a path to failure.

Today, 131208, jiun hwan must wake up to get yr goal! Start from now, to achieve your future. Start from now, to strike your A's!!